I’ve lost a lot the past month, that’s it become numbing.

I fucked up my relationship with Matt, and we are no longer friends Anymore. and It kinda just hit really hard.

I know I have people here for me, but I feel so alone.

It’s been a long time since I’ve posted anything.

Things have gotten really bad for myself.

Haven’t really been eating or sleeping.

today kinda sucked. sort of a lot.

cuddles and sleep is what i need.

don’t know how to put how i am feeling into words.

Never felt so low, in my life.